I've given up. done. I just can't. I've probably once again held on to hope longer than I should have, but at least I tried. Which is more than I can say about other parties involved. I'm tired of the push and pull. The back and forth. Either you make up your mind and you're in, you take the risk with me or not. Obviously the answer is not. And... you know, that's okay because it is hard on me doing this whole back and forth thing. One minute being missed and longed for and then the next minute being held at a distance. Being upset about it won't change a thing, it'll just make me feel sad and I am already feeling that.
In other news, I am still procrastinating on my term paper and my final exam. Everything is due tomorrow. I got this.
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